idolistic

remember the boy or the girl from school whom you absolutely idolized ... wishing you could emulate them in every single way ... the items they possesed (funky pencil boxes, colourful stationery, trendy sports shoes, cool haversack, throwing fantastic bee-day parties, etc) , the way they carried themselves, the attention they received ...

you know ... the prefect that everyone respected ... the nicest class monitor ... teacher's pet ... yeah, i had my idols when i was in school ... i mean in kindergarten and in primary school .. lets skip secondary school life cos that's where the pai kiahs come in ...

you would imagine them to be the perfect adult when they grow up ... still good looking, respectable and all ...

anyway, i happened to see one of my primary school idols during lunch today and was i disappointed ... pudgy ... not so cool ... like WTF happened to the cool factor?! well, that's one idol eliminated ...

maybe we should have a school idol contest ... it will be like homecoming ....